I Wish I Wasn't

Last semester of university, here we go.
Can't believe 4 yrs have blown by this quickly.
By April, this will all be over. Then what?
Everything I thought I wanted doesn't seem so clear.
From my last post a month ago to now.
Do I really want to feel like this forever...
There's no doubting my love, that still remains.
But that's kind of the difficult part of it all.
It is a big deal to me & it does hurt.